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She Is Not Scared To Die
The Ramblings of a Helpless Teenager
Created on 2004-08-10 16:56:49 (#4139377), last updated 2006-11-05
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Basic Info| Name: | istinakray |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-04 |
| Location: | Auburn, Maine, United States |
| Website: | vampire freaks |
Bio
OK, this is me changing my bio for the 5th time i believe. I am 16, i had an awesome birthday. I am in love, i am an (ex) cutter. I used to cut everyday to ease the pain, then i got caught and now i don't talk about it because no one ever wants to listen. I don't usually talk anyway because usually people don't know what to say. I am dating the greatest guy that i have ever dated in my life. He is sweet and kind and we have a lot in common. I would marry him if i was older. He is 16 and gothic and cares more about me than my own family it seems sometimes. He is my all, my everything. I just figured i would let you all know me. If you don't like me or have problems with the way i am...then fuck off, because chance are, i won't like you either... Kristina Aileen Deschenes.
You know that girl who is always lost. the one with the pretty smile no one can tell is fake? that girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? you know... that girl who is always there, and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? that girl that is in love, with a guy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? well what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. maybe you didn't realize it, but that girl is me.
Theres this girl in the mirror... I wonder who she is, sometimes I think I dont know her and sometimes I wish i did... there is a... story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes when shes looking back at me I can tell... shes hurting inside.
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Where'd I Get My Bad Ass Layout? KABOOM!!! Layouts, Where Else?
| Mental Illness: People Say I'm Crazy. | ||||
| Your not alone | ||||
Everyday should be Suicide Awareness Day.
| Everyone Feels This Pain | ||||
| Show your support | ||||
| Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one. | ||||
Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.
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beds, being alone, biting, black, blood, candles, christmas lights, cold, concert, cuts, cutting, darkness, ducks, fangs, gothic layouts, horror, horror movies, horror/suspense/mystery books, hot topic, insence, justin, kittie, knives, making out, metal music, monkeys, moshing, mudvayne, music, pain, purple, reading, red, rock music, sex, showering, singing, sleep, spencers, vampires, warmth
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Edward Little High School - Auburn, ME (2003 - present) Friends [View Entries] Friends (10):
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